If I had one chance..

I wish I could stop my life when I wanted, and repeat some moments over and over and over again. I wish I could be in two places at once, and forget all I don't wanna remember, and remember all I don't want to forget. I wish I could go back in time. I wish I knew lots of things, lots of people. I wish I knew for sure I'll be happy forever. I wish there wasn't any pain, just beautiful feelings adn happy endings. I wish I was another person. I wish I wasn't here.

Can I pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ? 

I could really use a wish right now.