Yadayadayada

Every time I think I'm closer, I'm nearly gonna get it, I try to reach it out, it's nearly here, I can almost feel it, and then.. 

            It all disappears..

And there I am, just trying to calm myself down while I feel as if I were drowning in an ocean.. It's not fair, but life is unfair, isn't it ?

You know you love me,
xoxo